属于绪方Jacky的十六夜之月

6月了，真的不想来更新，家里的电脑不听话，工作不顺利，怀疑自己的处事能力，唉，雨水很多的6月，我生日的6月，头十天竟然是这样度过的……

不过，6月是双子座的日子，肯定会有很多精彩的东西，高考、毕业、世界杯、f1、研究生入学报名，很多很多精彩的东西，该是我为将来打算的日子了。原来我也是这么多愁善感的人，qr说我头发很细很柔软，这样的人感情很细腻的，也有很多顾忌，对啊，我最近真的多了好多白头发。反正，事情已经这样了，自己只能面对。世界杯上面，我期待爆冷；f1，我希望kimi能够顺利赢下silverstone站，哈哈，帅帅的kimi换发型了，大心，还有ww，差不多开演唱会了，今年我是没有机会再去了，明年樱花开的时候再圆我的日本梦吧……

续上篇，我在jimmy conostable的forum里面第一次留言了。真的没有想到jimmy竟然会回我的帖子并发了email给我。一直觉得911这个组合对我来说是遥不可及的，看到了jimmy 的邮件后，很开心。在经历过解散的风波后，jimmy能够重新站起来，并推出新的产品，哈哈，我好满足……因为911是我在take that解散后唯一喜欢的一队欧美boy band。

jimmy constable个人网站点击进入

forum里面的内容：

qiqichang：

hi jimmy
i m a chinese girl and this is the first time I have been here
i have heard your new ep samples which are just  pleasant surprises to me
cos i live in a small outlying city of china,i cant find any copies of your new ep in the cd stores here
it makes me despondent
i also enter the hp of the next-door but it doesnt support any downloads(i cant use pounds in china,and payment by internet seems unavailable too)
can u tell me how i can get ur new ep??are the copies on sale in any cities of china?
thanx~~~

p.s.the songs are just of the style i like very much
    so thank u and ur staff for giving these pleasing works to our fans in china

jimmy：

hi

thankyou , hope you enjoy the ep , you can download straight from the front page of this website

please say hello to china for me

其实内容很无聊，但是看完了jimmy给我的email，却觉得他的音乐天分很高，希望他的ep能有个好的成绩。

老一代的歌迷应该会记得上世纪90年代，boy band在欧美相当流行，在95-98年间，欧美流行乐坛出现了很多男子组合，911便是其中佼佼者。可惜这个组合在2000年2月宣布解散，但其实解散的原因并不是外边传言所说是由于三人虚报年龄，而是因为经理人合约问题没有解决以致对簿公堂，911三人付上了昂贵的堂费。于是lee和spike决定离队，由jimmy在电台宣布消息。

现在jimmy constable重新出发，推出新的ep：evolution，在网上并没有找到下载。在网上听到sample，我惊叹jimmy竟然拥有这么好的音乐天分，对于一个33岁的男人来说，真是迟来的春天。在网上找到了一篇jimmy的访问记录，转过来看一下，那种经历让我深深的感受到娱乐圈的残酷和岁月不饶人。

Boybands ruined my life

Fame, money, groupies: 911's Jimmy Constable had it all. But when the band broke up, all that was left was the bottle. He talks to Dorian Lynskey

Tuesday May 10, 2005
The Guardian

Ask Jimmy Constable to tell you the highlight of his decade in pop and he'll talk about the first time his boy band, 911, went to Malaysia. No one had told them their album was number one, so they hadn't thought to bring security. When they stepped off the plane, the throng of screaming fans was so immense the army had to escort them out.

If you ask him to tell you about the worst time, he'll say that three years ago he sat on his bed with a bottle of Jack Daniel's in one hand and some painkillers in the other, thinking: "There's nowhere else to go. I've come to the end." What had led him there was an avalanche of misfortune: the break-up of his band, the loss of a fortune, alcoholism, illness, a car crash and chronic depression.

The 33-year-old Liverpudlian describes the good and the bad in the same chatty, reasonable tone of voice. With his black blazer/white sweater combo, stocky, gym-enhanced build and deep tan, he could be mistaken for a footballer with a sideline in TV punditry. He talks like one, too, with countless "can't complain"s and "at the end of the day"s. It's a shame he doesn't say that his musical career has been a game of two halves, because he would be spot-on.
You may not remember 911, but between 1996 and 1999 the boy band - there were three of them; they breakdanced - racked up 10 top-10 singles and three hit albums, enough to make them millionaires. They're back to gether now, if only briefly: at the end of the interview, Constable is off to Hemel Hempstead to play a club with his old bandmates, doing all the old songs, all the old moves. This weekend they'll appear on ITV's back-from-the-dead pop contest Hit Me Baby One More Time, battling other spectres from bygone editions of Top of the Pops for the chance to release a single. For Constable it's merely a means to an end - securing a solo deal.

"It is enjoyable - it keeps you fit and all that - but it is very strange," he says. "We get on really well but to be honest it's not how it used to be. It's business, basically."

As a boy band, 911 were an unpolished anomaly. They formed without the aid of a svengali (Constable and Spike Dawbarn were dancers on Pete Waterman's endearingly shoddy pop roadshow The Hitman and Her) and spent their first year travelling to gigs by Transit van. Once they were signed by Virgin, however, they entered the teen-pop biosphere in all its extravagant absurdity. Constable estimates they had a total of three weeks off in six years. With never enough time to buy houses, they spent the entire time living in hotels. "It was bizarre," he says. "Just think about the money. It's an astonishing amount."

Because of teen-pop's hyperaccelerated metabolism, it all seems a very long time ago. Some of the names Constable mentions (5ive, A1) are familiar, but others (Gemini, Ultimate Kaos) are lost in the mists of time. "The only one surviving at the moment is Peter Andre," he says, like an old soldier contemplating fallen comrades. "There were 20, 25 bands doing it at the same time as us and none of them are around now."

He has mostly fond memories of his time in 911. "We did get up to a lot of things but the media never got to find about it." What kind of things? "Just your normal things. You're sleeping with your groupies, you're falling out of clubs absolutely bladdered, you're being offered cocaine." Did they take full advantage? "Obviously, you have to have your self-respect. You know you're not going to sleep with anyone younger than 16, for a start. And it wasn't like every night was different people. The fact is, you've got everything on a plate and it's your decision what you're going to do with it."

The worst decision 911 made was attempting to escape their management contract. The judge found in their manager's favour, and by the time the settlement and legal fees were paid, they were no longer millionaires. Six months later, before they had time to start earning the money back, Dawbarn and third member Lee Brennan informed Constable they wanted out.

They assigned him the task of announcing the split on Chris Moyles's Radio 1 show. "I didn't have any time to get my head around it. I had a lump in my throat saying it, then we came out of Radio 1 and the other two guys went to the pub. I got in my car and took off and I never saw them for two years."

He drove to the cottage he was renting with his girlfriend and opened a bottle of wine, setting the tone for the next 18 months. "If I woke up sober in the morning my head would be banging with: 'Why have the guys done this?' If I could numb my mind with alcohol I wouldn't have to think about it. Without exaggeration, you're probably looking at 10 to 12 bottles of wine a day between us. Maybe that was her way of supporting me - not questioning why I was doing it but helping me soften the blow."

What else did he do? "Nothing. I'd love to say there were other things, but no. Walking the dog and drinking wine all day - that was it."

After a while, he tried weaning himself off alcohol. All the anxieties that he had put so much effort into suppressing flooded back and he realised that, at 30, he had no idea what to do with the rest of his life. "I'd sleep in till 12, one o'clock, eventually get up, get on the phone and start moaning about stuff. It just seemed like a cloudy room and there's no way out. You're thinking, I don't know what to do with myself, so until someone comes along and says this is what you should do, I'm just going to sit here and mope."

Bad luck hounded him. His girlfriend left; he crashed his BMW; he was diagnosed with stress-induced alopecia. One day he found himself on his bed, with his whisky and his pills, ready to end it all.

"It never seemed to ease up," he says. "I don't know to this day why I didn't take that move. It's very strange because if you're that low and you're sat there with what you need and there's nobody there to say, OK you can't do that ..." He shakes his head. "At some point you have to say, OK, enough's enough, and kick back in."

This kind of narrative - falling down, hitting bottom, climbing back up - is familiar enough in the music world, but Constable couldn't be further from the stereotype of the rock casualty. His was a mustn't-grumble, snap-out-of-it recovery: no detox clinics, no therapy. How a moderate drinker with no history of depression went so spectacularly off the rails is something he can't fully explain.

At this point, he is just glad to be back. He has poured his experiences into his solo album. "I'm hoping it helps people stuck in the same scenario," he says. "And maybe it's a bit of ego as well. And I'd probably like to earn the money that I lost."

He gets up to leave; Hemel Hempstead awaits. I wish him luck with getting a record deal. "You know what the music industry is like," he says with a firm handshake. "It's a fickle business. All you can do is give it your best shot."

· Hit Me Baby One More Time, featuring 911, is on ITV1 on Saturday.

看来今年我要从西装控变成牛仔裤控了，噢噢……

暧昧的部位……有个签名……

看出是谁么……

好想要啊！！

世界杯即将在6月9号上演了，作为世界杯宣传电影“goal”也于5月16日在日本首次公演。w-inds.首次以主题曲主唱的身份出席了首演会，并且还穿上日本队服为32强加油……这次《trial》的v以电影画面为穿插，ww这次可谓过瘾，有beckham等大牌明星光临他们的pv啊，哈哈哈……

This is Love
作曲：宇多田ヒカル
作詞：宇多田ヒカル

予期せぬ愛に　自由奪われたいね　Oh　ひと目で分かったの
冷たい言葉と暖かいキスあげるよ　This Is Love This Is Love...

夜と朝の狭間　震える手で　（確かな支えで）
捕らえる人（後ろからそっと）抱きつく人
何か言いたいけど（次の瞬間）もう朝なの

激しい雨も　不意に芽生える愛も　Oh 不安と安らぎの
冷たい枕と暖かいベッドになるよ　This Is Love This Is Love...（×２）

夢と夢の間　怯えた目で（デジカメ覗いて）
さまよう人（私からそっと）抱いてみたの
とても言えないけど（もしかしたらこれは）愛かも

激しい雨に　鳴り止まない遺伝子　Oh 咲かせてあげたいの
運命と花を　あてどないソウルの花を　This Is Love This Is Love...（×２）

もう済んだ事と決め付けて　損した事　あなたにもありませんか？
閉ざされてた扉　開ける呪文　Oh　今度こそ　あなたに聴こえるといいな

悪い予感がすると　わくわくしちゃうな　Oh 痛めつけなくても
この身はいつか滅びるものだから　甘えてなんぼ　This Is Love This Is Love...

Repeat

好开心小光终于发行她的日文专辑了，This is Love 延续了一贯的电子歌曲风格，混音采用多重背景音复混，对新专辑越来越期待了。听说日本hmv的预订量达到200w张，希望这次能破《exodus》的纪录。

看到5月8日的gyao截图，庆王子越来越男人味了哦，但是为什么把脚架在凳子上呢？！这个狂汗啊……在pv里面庆就是王子样，小龙就是公主样呢～但是在gyao里面却看到龙最后画的那副图竟然是心＋庆凉，难道小龙你要把庆推给凉么………………我的庆龙王道啊！

看他的那个膝盖…………

很明显的けぃた&りょへぃ，完全接受不了啊…………

收到exile的《perfect best》源盘，很开心，听了29首作品，除了大家都熟悉的十来首单曲以外，c/w曲的收录给我带来很多惊喜，例如time、砂时计等rnb的小品能很好的表现shun与atsushi的声音，两人真的很默契，最喜欢是砂时计的歌词……

按此试听砂时计

砂时计

去年11月12日是中山大学81周年校庆日，作为刚刚6月毕业的05届学生，我参加了学士学位颁发仪式。其实那几天我刚好到广州出差，是趁出差的空档到母校去看一下。重回康乐园，总觉得有点除却巫山不是云的感觉。康乐园里面的学生很陌生，毕业时举行典礼的小礼堂也显得不熟悉，毕竟我已经离校四个多月了，开始工作也有三个多月。颁发仪式要穿着学士服，我提前去领了服装，和昔日大学同学一起打打闹闹，一边拍照一边怀念学生时代。走上舞台接受校长颁授学士学位的那一刻，我真真正正的感受到身为中山大学学生的优越感，因为这个学校曾经是中山先生首创，培育出众多能人的有名学府！初到社会，我们这些中大人更要努力在岗位上发挥所长，这样才能不辱中山大学81年的光辉历史啊。

再次见到同学们，感慨更多。读研的读研，工作的工作，各自有各自的烦恼。我住在楠楠那里，她是我们这么多人最早买到属于自己房子的，在广州买到复式是多么不容易的事情。我可能做一辈子的公务员都赚不到那样的钱去买复式呢。看到田田竟然没有什么变化，哈哈，真好啊。阿展和海明都穿起了衬衫，漫漫阳阳都没有什么变化，可能郁闷的只有罗肖吧，他迟到了……还看到了跟我一样郁闷的dilly，能见到大家真好，可能很多年以后，我们这些各奔东西的同学们只能在校庆的时候聚一下了，缅怀一下吧。

 我和田田，我戴的是四方帽，拿的是学士文凭。

我在学士学位颁发仪式上

05年exile live tour实在是精彩啊，两个主音加上四位表演者，本来放浪的歌曲就是舞曲为主，舞台表现力勿庸置疑。尤其是几首rnb作品，atsushi还是比较适合exile风格的，哈哈，我已经深深地喜欢上放浪的歌曲了，emotional beat旋律好可爱……

以下图片转自JK论坛－atsushi in vivi

这个是atsushi私藏的眼镜，也太多了吧………………